Fuck you, that isn't what I meant and you know it!
[Push Myr enough and the fury at the sheer unfairness of it all breaks through-- And right now it seems really fucking unfair that Vandelin can't simply know the intent behind his words despite the sloppy phrasing. He starts to his feet in his anger--stumbles against the desk, knocking over his glass and spilling the contents.]
Shit, [as he picks it up and sets it to rights hard enough to be heard over the crystal,] I don't want you dead. I don't want you imprisoned. I wanted-- I want--
[Silence punctuated by the steady drip, drip of liquid to the floor, as he cards through thoughts gone woolly.] --Just stop running. Don't--abandon me again because I'm broken and you can't bear to look at me, after what's happened. The way, [thickly] the way everyone else in Hasmal wouldn't look.
You did this and you didn't mean it and I can forgive you that but not if you won't stay. If you run again.
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[Push Myr enough and the fury at the sheer unfairness of it all breaks through-- And right now it seems really fucking unfair that Vandelin can't simply know the intent behind his words despite the sloppy phrasing. He starts to his feet in his anger--stumbles against the desk, knocking over his glass and spilling the contents.]
Shit, [as he picks it up and sets it to rights hard enough to be heard over the crystal,] I don't want you dead. I don't want you imprisoned. I wanted-- I want--
[Silence punctuated by the steady drip, drip of liquid to the floor, as he cards through thoughts gone woolly.] --Just stop running. Don't--abandon me again because I'm broken and you can't bear to look at me, after what's happened. The way, [thickly] the way everyone else in Hasmal wouldn't look.
You did this and you didn't mean it and I can forgive you that but not if you won't stay. If you run again.